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Wednesday, 02 December 2009

  • fyi

    For those of you on facebook not seeing my page anymore, I have exited. I have contemplated it for a time now, and yesterday just decided to pull the plug. I have mixed feelings about it-- I do love keeping up with everyone, but also feel a bit pulled down by reading negative things on some pages (I myself am guilty of posting negative things).  Relational issues in my life right now are very complicated (outside my immediate family), and require a lot of my energy and attention. Being on facebook and trying to keep up with all that was there-- I really was reaching my maximum download limits.

    I think we really do live in a "hyper-communication" world (to coin Dan's phrase), and I needed to cut back on some of the "hyper-communication" in my life. I feel refreshingly better stopping some of the overload of information I was finding myself in. I'm not sure we were ever created to take in so much in one day. So much has changed in our world in the last 100 years. Gone are the days when you sit around your radio to hear the president's address, wait for the morning paper to get the latest headlines, party lines on telephones because there's not enough telephone lines out there-- anyone remember those? I grew up on a party line. Now we have personal phones and more information at our fingertips than we can possibly digest in one day. Amazing.

    So-- that's where I am. I will stick with xanga-- post pictures here and just hang out. : ) I feel it's a better fit for me. Simple. I like simple.

    And on that note-- I want to encourage you to watch this video the boys did this summer. Some of you may have caught the one they did last Christmas in Colorado "Grahm the Elf Takes the Mountain"-- this is the sequel. "Grahm the Elf Takes the Water." (By the way, "Grahm" is pronounced Graham-- just not spelled that way-- long story). I love how they are uninhibited in their silliness-- something more people-- including myself,  need to hang on to.

    This link should take you directly to the video.  Too funny.  The other "actor" in this short film is our next door neighbor Christopher-- and the random, "clueless tuber" is Jake-- though in the credits he  has a fictional name. Cale is the videographer, also fictional name in the credits, and Jake edited. They make quite a team. Quite a team.

    God bless my boys.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWUQKsPVyB4

    Just watched it AGAIN... cracks me up every time. I hope they don't ever outgrow their carefree spirits.


Tuesday, 01 December 2009

  • Peace at all costs?

    Are we to have peace at all costs? I'm beginning to see the church in a precarious place. We seem to think that "unity" is all about "just getting along," "let's not make waves" -- "just love one another" and that's all we need.
    It all sounds pretty good. Except-- I see certain scriptures being ignored. I hear more and more-- "we're not to judge..." Which I think is true in that we are not to judge the heart of someone else, only God sees the heart and can judge the motives. But...I believe we are called-- commanded-- to judge the actions of someone else. Or, "their fruit" as it is expressed in scripture. "You will know them by their fruit"-- not their gifts-- their "fruit."
    Otherwise-- how can we carry out Matthew 18 where a brother has sinned and we must confront him seeking his repentance? How can that be done if we do not judge? How are we to carry out Romans 16: 17,18 where we are commanded to have nothing to do with divisive people? How can we do that if we do not judge? How was I to correct my children if I didn't judge their poor behavior? That is judging in it's most practical form.

    I think political correctness has entered the church-- and I'm pretty sure Jesus was the least politically correct person when he walked the earth, and being timeless and never changing-- I'm pretty sure He is not politically correct today either. And I think the church is getting into a HEAP of trouble by winking at sin, watering down the gospel so everyone feels good, and basically embracing the concept that "I'm okay-- you're okay."
    Deception is running thick in the world-- in the church. And it frightens me. Not in a "robbing my sleep" kind of frighten, but in a deeply disturbing kind of frighten. I have a feeling that God is going to clean house-- real soon. He is going to turn over some tables and get a little ticked off at His people who are in compromise.
    The enemy is so crafty and so deceptive-- he has lulled millions in the church to sleep and they don't even know it. We are in a war and I think a lot are either oblivious or indifferent to it. The western church has done such a good job, with the enemy's help, in painting the enemy as more of a "mischief maker" and not the roaring lion seeking whom he may devour.  I don't have most of the answers, and I may be wrong about this, but I think I'm right. There is this disturbing trend I'm seeing manifest all around me. And it's alarming.
    If your not sure if you're in this group or not-- ask the Lord to reveal it to you. And if you're sincere, He will answer the cry of a sincere heart. I know that as fact.

    "Peace at all costs" leads to a false peace. It may bring "unity", but it's a false unity. It can't last, and in a matter of time it will implode on itself.
    But be warned-- it is an unpopular place to be when you start judging or "holding accountable" other believers-- they don't like it, and you will be labeled as "judgmental" and "unloving" and you will most likely be taken off of Christmas card lists.

    I want to stand for truth. I want to be found faithful. I want to be found steady.
    Till the end.


Wednesday, 11 November 2009

  • an amazing true story with such a happy ending...


    Hey all,
    Do you want to hear an amazing true story? It is the life story of my sister-in-law Tonya (she's married to my brother Joe).  Words escape me to adequately describe the magnitude of this testimony. It is the most beautiful picture I have ever seen, of God's amazing redeeming love. Tonya had a troubled life growing up and she came to a place where the "experts" in all their wisdom reached the end of their ability to help her. They gave up and were ready to commit her to a mental institution for the rest of her life. Suicidal, depression, addictions...no one could help her recover so they determined to put her somewhere where she could not hurt herself. Institutionalized.

    But God...I love that. But God...had a different plan. He directed her to a safe place where He could reveal His love to her and bring her to a place of total and complete healing. Knowing her as I do now, it is hard to believe this other person ever existed. Yet she did. But now she is a new creation. God took the old, and made her into a new person.

    I hope you'll take the time to listen to this. It is such a message of hope for everyone who is hopeless. If you've given up on life, listen to this and know that what was done for Tonya can be done for you also. God is waiting to bring healing to your life. He loves you beyond your wildest dreams and longs to make you whole.
    This testimony is about an hour long. Worth EVERY minute of listening time. You'll laugh and  you'll cry as you travel with Tonya through her story. My guess is you'll want to listen to it more than once.  Whether or not you are hurting, it still speaks deeply to your heart that God can go beyond our deepest longings, our deepest hurts, and He can lift us out of the deepest darkest pit.

    Tonya's life verse(s) comes from Psalm 40: 1-3
    I waited patiently for the Lord;
    And He inclined to me,
    And heard my cry.
    He also brought me up out of a
    horrible pit,
    Out of the miry clay,
    And set my feet upon a rock,
    And established my steps.

    He has put a new song in my mouth---
    Praise to our God;
    Many will see it and fear,
    And will trust in the Lord.

    This reminds me of the scripture in Isaiah 61:1,3
    The Spirit of the Lord God is upon Me (this is Jesus speaking)
    Because the Lord has anointed Me
    To preach good tidings to the poor;
    He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted,
    To proclaim liberty to the captives,
    And the opening of the prison
    to those who are bound;

    To console those who mourn in
    Zion,
    To give the beauty for ashes,
    The oil of joy for mourning,
    The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness;
    That they may be called trees
    of righteousness,
    The planting of the Lord,
    that He may be glorified."
    (underlining mine)

    Love you Tonya. Your life and very existence is evidence that our God is an amazing God.

    http://covenantstl.com/mp3/8-15-09.mp3

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • feeling rather sobered these days....

    I am coming off the bandwagon of criticizing this administration--publicly for sure, and also going to work harder at it in my private conversations as well.  I've not become suddenly okay with all that is swirling around me, but have come to the realization that criticizing and complaining has only worked to bring myself and probably others down a level or two. Complaining accomplishes nothing, and it only fosters more complaining. It certainly does not change anyone else's opinion or will change their vote in the future. In my opinion. And it's just too much negative to deal with. There is SO much negative and so much that is valid to complain about, but for my own sake and for the sake of others influenced by my negativity I'm am hereby relinquishing my right to complain. : )

    I do want to apologize also if I came across as uncaring or as someone who is hardened to the fallen nature of unbelievers. I don't want to give that impression, but I see I could have easily given that impression with my sarcasm and criticism. I am passionate about justice, and when I see injustice I have a tendency to become vocal. I need to continually remind myself of my "role" in this. God's role is to "execute justice and righteousness for all who are oppressed" Psalm 103:6, and my role is to continually pray. I am to pray that the way will be opened up for God to execute justice and righteousness for all who are oppressed.

    I want to reflect the heart of the Father. And what is His heart? It is to save the lost. And He has designed this to be achieved through free will. He longs and weeps over the lost. I want that burden to be on me. Because in the grand scheme of things, losing freedoms that we've always known is of little consequence in comparison to what lies ahead for those who do not believe in the One true God and in His Son whom He sent.
    And when I look into the face of Jesus on that great and terrible day of the Lord, (great for those who believe, terrible for those who don't), I know what will be reflected back to me in His eyes. It will be my own heart. I will know in that instant all of my failures, all of the things I invested my time in that did not produce good fruit, all the wasted time on the insignificant. And I will weep because I will be gazing into His eyes that reflect love in it's purest form. Oh the depths of that love-- it is beyond human knowledge. It will all be about Love, His love that He has for me and for the human race, and I know I will grieve because I'll see all the time I wasted on things that did not matter. Jesus is the real deal. He's not boring, He is life itself. All the longing I have in my heart for things that matter-- it all begins with Him. That is where I want to be. It's so easy to pursue the insignificant.

    Oh the Beauty of This Man
    by Allen Hood and David Brymer

    My heart is stirred by a noble theme
    Bringing blessed words unto my King
    Giving up my love as a sweet offering
    Oh the beauty of this Man.

    For the sake of love, He left His Father's throne
    Searching for a bride, bone of His bone
    Such a humble kiss to make her dust  His own
    Oh the beauty of this Man.

    Chorus
    Jesus I love you
    I give You all my worship
    Jesus I love You
    Your name is Wonderful

    See His hands, His head, His feet and His side
    They bear the marks of wrath, a pure sacrifice
    To secure her love by giving up His life
    Oh the beauty of this Man.

    She now faint with love, beckons Him to come
    Establish righteousness as God's risen Son
    On that glorious day, she will marry her Fair One
    Oh the beauty of this Man...


Monday, 21 September 2009

  • Sound the alarm??? I think so.


    Maybe you think I'm an alarmist. But I think it's time to start getting alarmed. This just came to my attention this morning. You can google this for yourself for more information. What alarms me is they keep saying in capital letters-- OUR TIME IS COME. What time is that? It's their time to move. And they are praying for "the greater good of all people" which begs the question-- what is the greater good of all people...in their thinking? It sounds like a noble cause, but what they don't tell you is what they think that greater good is. I"ll tell you what I think it is. It's for everyone to convert to Islam and if you don't then you'll be killed. That is the greater good of the fundamentalist Islamist.

    This is very disturbing to me. Very. It is TIME that Christians get serious about prayer!!! We must get serious. We MUST fill our lamps with oil NOW, because if we wait for calamity to strike we will not be prepared for it!! I could not be more serious. Calamity is coming, it's only a matter of time. Get ready. Get on your knees. Adopt an attitude of prayer. The hour is urgent. So very urgent.



    50,000 Muslims expected for Islamic prayer on Capitol Hill
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    50,000 Muslims expected for Islamic prayer on Capitol Hill


    By Editor Tuesday, September 1, 2009


    Details are emerging on the mass outdoor Islamic prayer event that will turn Capitol Hill into a giant outdoor mosque. The Star Ledger out of New Jersey reports the mosque organizing the event is the Dar-ul-Islam* mosque in Elizabeth, New Jersey and the event has a website.

    islamoncapitalhill.com

    September 25 ,2009 Jummah Prayer

    On Capitol Hill

    50,000 believers in the Greatness of Allah praying for the greater good of all people.

    OUR TIME HAS COME

    September 25 ,2009 Jummah Prayer

    On Capitol Hill

    50,000 believers in the Greatness of Allah praying for the greater good of all people.

    OUR TIME HAS COME

    The Athan will be chanted on Capitol Hill, echoing off of the Lincoln Memorial, the Washington Monument and other great edifices that surround Capitol Hill

    "But when they say, "Peace and safety!"" then sudden destruction comes upon them, as labor pains upon a pregnant woman. And they shall not escape."  1 Thessalonians 5:3

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